12.29.2008

Closed Mouths Starve

So.. I have a boyfriend and we are always breaking up because I am a compulsive liar.I am always lying to hime about stuipid things, well..like how many guys I have slept wth in the past and things like that, which I don't think are important but he does..I don't know why I keep lying to him..I think I have a problem, I want to tell him the truth but..I think if I do then we are going to be done for good and I really don't want to..he takes me back time after time after time but..I just be soo scared to talk to him and he's really easy to talk to. We get along soo good, we are best friends( but how do you lie to your best-friend?)...the sex is GREAT!! But( sighs..) I have a real problem...Why do I lie?

5 comments:

[$ H A R O N A] said...

its like word vomit, eh? keeps coming out. i dunno..

Domie said...

sounds like my relationship.... lol but somethings you shouldnt tell you boyfriend.... and how many people youve loved up is a big no no. You care about em so you dont tell him the truth... (truth hurts)

TiKeDi said...

who knows why..its something internal and that you really cannot help due to things thats going on..im sure he understands

Teneille said...

Little white lies dont usually break up a relationship though especially since you two are like best friends. You guys will be ok

Anjl Marie said...

THIS IS THE REALEST POST I HAVE SCENE ON HERE

JUST TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME AND ONE TRUTH AT A TIME

‘I don’t live in the future. I live in the moment.’