Ello World

I got my shirt! And I love it!! It tells how I feel...without me saying a world!! LOL!! Funny thing is...is I don't really even curse,

What did you say?

PEOPLE REALLY SAY ANYTHING OUT THRY MOUTH! LIKE...ANOTHER 'BOOK' MOMENT! UGH, SO HERE'S WHAT 'GRANDPOP' SAYS. I CALL HIM THAT 'CAUSE HE OLD ENOUGH TO BE MY DAD, BUT GRANDPOP SOUNDS MORE FUN. HE'S OLD. HE GOT A WHOLE WIFE AND KIDS. BYE "DAD"(OOOH..NO, THAT DOESN'T SOUND GOOD)!

GRANDPOP: I WANT SOME CHOCOLATE!

ME: HUH?

GRANDPOP: CAN I HAVE A SOME OF YOUR M&M'S

ME: WHAT...EXCUSE ME?

GRANDPOP: YOU KNOW MELT IN MY MOUTH...NOT IN MY HAND


LIKE WTF. THAT;S RUDE..I WAS LAUGHING. BUT ITS REALLY NOT. IT'S DIRESPECTFUL. I AIRED HIM THE F*CK OUT-ER-HERE...

***Just wanted to share...

Facebook Moments??

I dunno..but this kinda caught me by surprise I was like' whoa! But I guess it shows you how people reach out on facebook. Well, I was quoting a line from Keri Hilson's song "intuition" for my status..."dudes out there think they slick..got alot of girls on their..d-d-- and they can't say no...I got this crazy feeling, I'm gonna be single again.."(my fav part!) and this guy just like...messages me
Here's the convo, it was pretty uplifting;

guy:Don't let the simplest shit as a male get you feeling this way. Dudes just don't know whats good until it is gone. Set goals for yourself and focus on those if the right guy comes along then it will be a added bonus. BUt your too young to stress. Niggas ain't shit Men are so make sure you know which is so you won't have to worry about these things in the future. Hope what I stated helped. Thanks

Me; thanks,

guy:then you made my day. Pick your head up, move fwd and prosper as a young, intelligent black woman is supposed to. If you need to vent you can reach out. Please continue to have a safe, blessed and productive day.


that was nice,..

Inspiration for the Moment

So..I'm watching the Cosby Show. I absolutely love Claire Huxtable. She's beautiful, stylish and her role was always to uplift women's roles in society...just a thought!

Papers, Projects and Finals, OH, My!!!

Tis' the season for stressing..fah la la la, la la, la, lah...Lol No..But it FINALS kill me every semester, I know they are coming up yet...I procrastinate throughout the months to finally get to that weekend and just be like ugh, are you for-real?? GOOD NEWS!!! I passed my understanding the bible final!! It was candy! I'm just not ready for the others..oh yea, me and Mr. Cool are back on speaking terms!! LOL I knew we would be he is not going anywhere time soon..as long as I have something to say about it! Atleast for this week. But GOOD LUCK with FINALS everyone!!

Identity Crisis 1

I am having a identity crisis, I just don't know who I am..I am trying to figure it out..I wish I knew. I am about to be 21(yay! me). But. I am not ready to grow up. I am a jr in college about to graduate in some-odd semesters, and I do not have a plan. I still act like a child. Chasing boys, yea boys not MEN(crack a pitiful smile). I know that is not cute. I need to find out who I am. Start depending on me. instead of the opposite sex. I know right..I know I really want to do this fashion thing. Like I love it soooo much..I need to start making moves...

Sex and the City: Philadelphia Chapter

Soo...my thanksgiving break, which was indeed needed was not so great:
1. On the way home friday on the turnpike, my tire blew out..wow right...it took triple A three hours to show up..and it was soo cold..I wasn't even at a emergency stop..I was on a freakin' shoulder!!!

2. Then,my week was just soo blah..blah. Me and My boyfriend are always going through *ish!! 'Mr. Cool' as I call him..is just a whole, solid mess!!!! We been together for like a yr and a half..we really have great chemistry and are like best friends, but he doesn't trust me..he always thinks I am lying, ok..so I have lied to him before but..I don't know..I just have a lying problem( which, I am working on) Well, to make a long story short, we broke up and I'm like ok...?

Anyways, this reminds me of that Isyss song "...and If I can't have youuu, I'll just be single for the rest of my life..cause you can't be replaced by nobody else..If I can't have you for myself"

ugh.ugh..ugh..to the freakin' 4th UGH!!!

I think I need to get myself together, I mean..I am a handful, right Kelis?.
Well, atleast NEYO can be my boyfriend, until the song goes off(which is my favorite song right now!!!) which never because it's on repeat..so I can drift off into"Shelisland"...

Soo,,,just thinking.

So...I suddenly feel this revelation coming on..I often feel it when there is life-changing decisions I have to make. Well, what's really going on is..I have to find an apartment to live in next year, and I really don't want to live with my friends, because I like being by myself but at the same time..I don't know...SEE! There it is!!! Someone point it out...That is the problem..I DON'T KNOW. Like I really don't know..anything??? I have no sense of direction..I'm just a free spirit..I go whereever the wind takes me, sort of like pocohantas..I guess, I just know I need to get it together, in time I will..but how much time can on have?? I am interested in fashion, yet, some say I am not fashionable?? I admit..I don't dress "fashionably" everyday. all day..am I worried about what others will say of my personal style?? I shou;dn't be..I am starting to change..so my new years resolution is "Me"?

BARACK THE PARTY!!!

Election Night 11:59 est.

I was in the library doing homework..you know with my headphones listening to Jeezy "My president is Black and my Lambo's blue..." anyways, and keeping up with the votes because they have live election covereage on CNN.com,. Well as soon as the vote count was like 355 to 188 or something like that, I really don't remember, but as I said don't quote me! Well everyone threw their books and papers up and start running!! I was like' 'wHAT THE EFF!!?? So I get my stuff and start running too...I get out front.. The people are acting crazy, in the oak grove..!! There was a whole rally!! People jumping on people, everything...guess that what happens when the PRESIDEN IS BLACK!!! hahaha

Prom Season..

I know we are far from Prom Season, but I love Prom season..the dresses, getting ready, hair-make up and everything!! It;s so fun..the people coming to see you off!! So here are some pics of my favorite proms!!